Sahabat itu, kalian..

Kalian itu cahaya. Yang bisa menerangkan disaat gue masuk sang kegelapan.
Kalian itu air. Yang bisa menenangkan ketika jiwa ini panas.
Yang paling terpenting, kalian itu permata. Permata yg paling berharga. Untuk gue. Ya.

Ketika bibir tak mampu menjelaskan, air mata yang akan bertindak.
Namun, mata ini sudah lelah ketika hati ini kembali diusik.
Sebuah tindakan tolol lah yang gue perbuat. Gue akui itu.

Ketahuilah, sebuah insan tak akan mau kehilangan sahabatnya, satupun tak akan direlakannya.
Bagaimanapula gue. Gue gak akan membiarkan satu, dua, bahkan sebelas jiwa menginggalkan.

Banyak hal yang telah kita lalui. Yang bergradasi. Penuh dengan suka duka, dihibur dan disakiti, didengarkan dan diabaikan. Itulah kita, sahabat..


Tapi, kembalilah simak.
Tidak ada seorang sahabat yang membungkus kebenciannya dengan ciuman.
Karena itu gue begini.

Beberapa hal kekurangan kita.
Kurang memahami, dan satu lagi musuh kita. Ya, emosi.

Persahabatan sering menyuguhkan beberapa cobaan, tetapi persahabatan sejati bisa mengatasi cobaan itu bahkan bertumbuh bersama karenanya.

Sampai disini dulu, jika masalah ini telah selesai, akan gue lanjutkan postingan ini. Karena itulah kuncinya. Jika tak terusaikan? Mereka bukan permata yang harus gue jaga:).

*to be continue*

Nah sekarang masalah gue udah terselesaikan nih ;-)
Yaiyalah akan terselesaikan, sahabat2 emas gue ini, gaakan gue lepas, selamanya.. ;-)

Something that I love♥

I love singing, I love modeling & acting.

About singing, yeah I love it. Although my voice don't deserve to be hear. Haha. But, I always did it, everyday, everytime, everywhere I want.

Sometimes, some of my friends said that my voice's good. But I don't think so.

And beside that, I'm happy when I'm playing guitar, but my Father disagree for that. He said that playing guitar is not suitable for me. Whoaa.

Modeling & acting? Oh no, in fact, I don't want to tell 'bout it-.-

I love when I used a beautiful long dress, high heel, and smiling to everyone.

But, when I've passed the audition for modeling, and I will follow the quarantine,it turns out, my father didn't allow me to follow that. Because the quarantine implemented when I must school. That's bad for me :'( Buat I must understand!

Because that, I love to photographing myself, everytime I want. yeah, although my face not too good for that.I'll share some pictures of me which I think is very bad to be disclosed-_-

Please, I hope you aren't laugh of it!And the last about acting. Oh My Allah, to be honest I was very sad for it.

Initially, my father agreed if I attended acting school. Every Saturday my dad always let me.When I was graduating, getting a certificate, and with a perfect point, I follow a lot of casting,when I've followed 2 casting, my dad has been banned. He said that I had to learning earnest.
I'm very sad for it.

Not just me, my mother also. My mother always accompany me where to go, she was verysupportive me, I love my mother.

And today, I'm really sad and remorse . Yesterday, My mother got a telephone from one of PH, she said that I got the call to shooting, but when my mother asked for permission, my father angry. He still doesn't allow me for it. I was very sad. My mother and I stop on the half way.

Okay I'll forget it!

I have a new world. I must do the best for what I did! Spirit, I can reach my dreams!